Fan Friction

November is the month of gratitude. I have to say, I picked a shitty month for that. This month has not been kind to me and trying to find t...

"Sacha Goldberger found his 91-year-old Hungarian grandmother Frederika, a WWII survivor, feeling lonely and depressed. To cheer her ...

So I wasn't feeling much better Saturday morning... maybe even a little worse. I seem to be developing little panic attacks. I'll no...

A cool, dull roar echoes in my head Drowning out any other thoughts and feelings. When I dare to feel My heart doesn’t let me. My heart does...

9:37 AM me : You there? 13 minutes 9:51 AM Rose : yes me : Just rolling a big question through my head and I wanted to get your opinion. R...

It is far easier to sense that something is wrong than to tell someone why it is wrong, and easier still to tell why something is wrong than...

I'm looking into meditation as a solution to some of my problems... or at least a relief... I hope. I used to meditate in my teenage yea...

I wake up every morning in a cold sweat with my pillow soaked. What's with that? Do I have some bad dreams that I can't remember? Is...

I've been thinking about my influences lately. Not just "writing" influences (although most definitely that) but people or eve...

I have recently come to accept that I am a mild-mannered individual. I was struggling with it for a long time because I am generally very qu...

I give a great deal of thought to destroying my computer. It's not that it is a bad computer, it's just that I hate my job. I imagin...

I've been having a reoccurring day dream where I'm a caveman at the dawn of man with pretty much nothing to separate me from any oth...